Hey babe. I was just sitting here thinking about you. I wish that you didn't have to leave. I had so much fun with you. I can still feel you here. It's like your aura has rubbed off on me and now has become apart of me. I don't want to move though, in fear that it might go away. I love you. I can't wait to see you again so I can be right next to you. Ha, as soon as I walked in the door, after I walked you out, I started to cry. I feel as if though you are apart of me now and I was losing that part of me. You are apart of me. I'm just so in love with you. I have never cried over someone like that. I love you. Can you see me infront of you saying that, my arms around you, and now my lips meeting your's? I can. I love you baby, I can't say that enough. You have made me the happiest person in the world. I couldn't ask for anything more. You have given me it all. My life has totally changed now. I'm happy, I think differently, I feel different, I see things differently. I'm in love. I loved sleeping next to you after making love. It felt so good and right to sleep with you next to me....I don't know what I'd do if you left me....but I'm not going to worry about that right now. I just want to love you with all that I've got. I feel out of place and exposed without you by my side. I miss that. I feel as of though I should reach out and be able to touch you right now. I know I can't do that but I swear that I still feel you here. Not around me but more of inside me. I miss looking at your beautiful body, face, eyes, everything. I miss laying next to you with my head on your chest and your fingers moving through my hair. I miss kissing your soft inviting lips, your neck, your chest, and your stomach. I miss making love to you, even though I feel as if though I could have done way better.....if only there wasn't something between us. God, I really wish I could stare into those beautiful eyes of yours. Or laugh with you. Or whisper to you that I love you. Can you feel me there with you? I'm sending all my love through this letter, I hope you can feel it. Baby, I know now that no matter what happens that we will always be together. I have enough faith in our love to say that. I truly believe that. There's just no way that someone higher than us could allow us to be broken apart. I am no longer scared of losing you. I love you. I had somuch fun. I can't wait to do it again but next time for the rest of my life. I know that won't happen just yet but that's ok. I know that one day we will be together. You will be my wife and I your husband. Then...I could make love to you as much as we'd like. We could have a kid, raise him or her in what we would believe to be the right manner, and then grow old together. I want to give you everything. I want to give you the world. I can feel you next to me baby. Can you feel me? I love you so much. It feels as if I had just woken up from the most beautiful dream anyone could ever have. If it is a dream I want to dream forever......as long as you're there. I love you. Me and my grandma was just talking about us. I think she's happy for us. She was like, "...Did you feel like you knew her your whole life when you met her...?" I couldn't have put it better. My heart's wide open. It's yours. Take it. I give you my all. Never did I think that it was possible to feel this way. Once I thought I was in love....but it was nothing like this. Not like this. I can't wait for you to read this so you can find out how I feel about you. More in depth. Some people may say that it's too soon to feel this way but screw them. I know what I feel and what i feel is real. There's no way that it can't be. I can't wait to make love to you again and fall asleep together, your naked body next to mine. Never will I forget those nights. Well I'm going to go. I can't wait to get your call and hear your voice. I love you baby. Never forget that. I love you.