Dude... I feel for you. I know it's hard, but you hae to calm down, and let go, just a little. Not completely, like I did for a while, but a little. She's only human. You can love all you want, but that won't change the way she feels about you. I'm sorry man, but there's nothing else you can do....unless you manage to "tame" her, by which i mean, get her to dedicate herself to someone, and help her see the passion in your eyes, because, as of now, what you're doing is never going to get you any farther.

peace

Aaron